❄️ Ahh yes. Much cold. So excite. Wow. ❄️ [I’m freezing to death in a -15 windchill and am in desperate need of warmth, preferably a tropical beach and piña colada in hand.]
people who take off and leave their shoes right in front of the door, so I trip on them when I walk in
In Hebrew/Jewish lore, Samael (sometimes Azazel [in different lore Azazel is another prince of the devil) is the angel of death (prince of the devil) who disguised himself as the serpent to trick Eve into eating the apple, in Christian lore it is Gadreel (Gadriel) who tricks Eve then impregnates her with Cain.
So get this:
Sam was one of Azazel’s special children.
Sam is a vessel for the Devil.
Sam is a vessel for Gadriel.
Friendly reminder that Kevin’s birthday is December 2, 1993.
Kevin died a day after his 20th birthday.
Sam saw himself in Kevin.
A young kid, smart, wanted to do great things but ended up getting fucked over by Heaven and Hell…
Sam cared about Kevin and I can’t imagine how much he’s gonna rip himself apart for being the one who killed him.
#I know Sam didn’t kill Kevin but he’s going to blame himself for it#because that’s what Sam does#he takes the blame#he always has and he always will#even if it isn’t his fault#it’ll just be another name and face on his long long list of deaths he feels responsible for#it starts with Mary… There’s Jess… Jo… Ellen… Dean several times… And now the newest addition is Kevin#a kid who didn’t want this life#but was forced into it just like him#ha hah aha hafuck [brandon pls]
and then came the one perfect tear and my heart shattering because dean loses his family painfully and one by one
since he was twenty three years old Sam has had to watch from inside his own body as something else used his hands to slice innocent people and beat his brother’s body and burn a prophet from the inside out happy holidays
Well umm… . R.I.P Ezekiel? ….
ten minutes ago dean was calling him ‘cinderella’ and he was eating a sandwich, and now he’s gone.
well then off to cry in my giant pile of unwashed clothes on my floor
Kevin can’t be dead.
Cas will bring him back.
Cas is an angel again.
He’ll bring jime back
HE’LL BRING HIM BACK!
BUT THE LAST THING SAM DID WAS PUNCH DEAN
NO THAT WAS ZEKE PRETENDING TO BE SAM????????? OR DID HE CHANGE THE SPELL TO BE LIKE NONMORE SAM????
OH WAIT YOU’RE RIGHT SO THEN THE LAST THING SAM DID WAS CONFIDING TO DEAN THAT IT WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH HIMSELF AND NOT THE TRIALS AND BASICALLY SELF-LOATHING AND DEAN LYING TO HIM